but everythingmeans nothing.

Sunday, July 08, 2007
the moment i think of you again. i juz got a very lost feeling.
hundreds of people got married on this very special day. 07-07-2007. but this is the worst day of my life. i lost ya.
i got no one to share my happiness with. these 3 days. was so hard for mi. i've been crying early in the moring. wee hours at nite. i juz cant get u out of my mind. every minutes i'm thinking of you. i dunno if i should let you go. i feel wasted that our 2 year r/s is juz gone. u are my first lady.
u promised mi u would not say break up. whu ask for the break up will be a doggy. i told you i'll not be the one leaving you. but u leave mi. u didnt take mi with you. i feel so lonely now. the emptiness that i feel, couldnt be explained. it hurts gal.i regretted to be so busy. but my intention was to earn money for us. so that we could go out without worrries. but i didnt know that actually causes mi to lose ya.
how am i gonna moved on? i'm so heartbroken. so disappointed.
i'm so scared.
i really missed ya. biyun.
i dunwan any good byes.
in my next life, if there's one more chance for mi. i'll still chose ya to be my wife. i wan to live with ya. i wan to marry you. have our own kids. be ur florist boss. reading books while tending the stall. all i wan is juz to be with you.
if i ain't got you|1:47 AM

wherever youwill go.
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh,all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
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Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
you down
It's so hard to know
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A Shoulder To Cry On Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on