but everythingmeans nothing.

Thursday, June 07, 2007
i've been thinking alot these days. i knew our distance grew further apart. something is not rite. we both know. but somehow both of us are not doing anything bout it. i really feel terrible about it. does she knows wat i'm talking or refering too? i bet she doesnt!!! coz she long thinks that mine blog is dead. this coming 17th june 2007 will be our 2 yr aniversary. cool? i also dunno how we go thru everthing. but i think i'm selfless. i need to be more self centered to protect myself. all along i think i've been giving in too much too her! TOO MUCH!!! she has already from the start climb to my head! i juz need a blog to vent my anger out and i'll feel better... i juz know i dun wanna end this relationship. but i really find no point. i think she got her own life now. her frends, family, studies are all her first piorities! i know i'm the last now. i know. so in order not to sink in any more wat muz i do now? HOW? choice one - continue our relation? choice two - break up and live better?i dun even know will i able to leave her. sigh.
and work sux i really hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i ain't got you|8:43 AM

wherever youwill go.
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh,all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
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Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
you down
It's so hard to know
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A Shoulder To Cry On Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on