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Sunday, May 06, 2007
it's been 11 months since the last blog. i'm back because i feel trouble. no one to talk to. somethings are juz very wrong betwee us. i feel our relationship is weaker each day passes. it's gonna be 2 years soon. since the first day we met. 17/6/2005. see!! after you went into jc. u've been very busy. everything u wan to take up. as u wanna be everthing. pls! if cant handle. pls let go one of it. u know wat i mean. U've got SC, BIKILA CAP, CLASS RAP, TEACHER"S PA, BEING A STUDENT, FAMILY and ME!!!! u onli got 7 days a week. which one do u reall wan? u already taken up sat. which is the onli day we'll meet. so one week i meet you 3 hours? and the 3 hours is not fully used! u go library do your work. i sit in front of u and see u do homework. see!! it's been months i've been doing these! YES!!! I"M NOT HAPPY! i feel like u are very self centered! u onli think bout urself. u never think for mi. u onli know u need to finish ur stuff. wat about mi? dun u think i waasting my life away in the library? sigh. u always tell mi how stress are u. and everything. i dread to hear it again and again! and the attiude u give mi is getting from bad to worst! another thing is that when u are free, u think i'm free also! but the problem is i'm not! u expect mi to meet u when u are free? hey come on la. u got ur life and i've got mine! i also got things to do. when i say i cant meet you. u ALWAYS got angry! is a 100% u will get angry! fuk man. when i free do i do that to you too? NO I DUN! and u always take mi for granted! if you do not change for the better. is very diffcult for us to carry on. pls. gal. i dun wan everything to end. i really wanna be with you. i misses ya. i need ya. i love ya.
MY BOSS IS FUK UP! pls go to some anger management classes! dun flare up on mi. one day u'll regret! FUK YOU!
if i ain't got you|2:04 AM
wherever youwill go.
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh,all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
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Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
you down
It's so hard to know
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A Shoulder To Cry On Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on