but everythingmeans nothing.
Monday, August 29, 2005
i didnt mean to make ya feel sad... sorry! is my fault!~! is not you.. i'm boring. i juz dunno wat can i do to make ya feel happy.. i did try. but juz didnt works. i'm listening to ya.. but somehow u feel that i'm not. somethings i wanna tell ya, but i swallow back those words. it's not purposely. i didnt mean it.. and u think the negative way. pls dun think too much gal... SORRY! i will do everything juz to make u happy. and i'll change for the better if u feel that i'm not good.
i'll be the best juz for u.
:) coz i realli cherish ya! and i love ya!
happy belated bdae to pui. :)
if i ain't got you|12:42 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005
i got a big quarrel with my mum in the early morning. i realli vent it all on her.. all my unhappiness from the bottom of my heart. i shouted at her. i shouldnt have done that. but she realli made mi pissed off.. i cant stand it anymore that's y i juz burst it out this morning. haiz.. i juz cant find the right time to say sorry to u. so i think since u cant see it.. i'll say sorry here.
sorry mum! i didnt mean to shout at u.. is juz that i'm so tired and early in the morning u scolded mi. and i have to vent my anger on ya. pls be more understandin. i'm tired.. mentally and physically tired too.. haiz.. spare mi pls! :(
it's been quite sometime didnt meet yun too.. sms also seldom. coz when i finish work. she already asleep. den is like been so long since we tok.. i miss you badly! really badly. but sat i'm meeting ya to study in the afternoon!! yea! finally i can see ya! hao xiang ni! :) haha... ai si ni le. and gonna intro a song by wang yi da. na nu hai dui wo shuo. it's nice.
if i ain't got you|12:19 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
oh yea!! i wenta sp bball training! manz! i feel so great to play bball again! but the most happiest things is that i miss my teamates! was feeling soo soo good to play and laugh around with them! haha.. i miss ya guys! haaha.. and my cutie little haixin! haha.. i love her! my 38 pui and bun bun! haha.. my crazy gu and jh, gh and others! ... hahah.. glad u guys finally have a good coach now.. hehez!! work hard my gals.. jia you. have u all seen that coach would actually spent his time with his ballers and eat with them? juz to bond his time with them? haha.. that shocks mi.. althought lao heng last time used to do that la. haha.. not alot of coach will do that.. kinda surprise by it.. haha. hope his teaching is good too.. den bring some hope to the team too.. :) haha..
the urge of bball is coming back.. damn it.. not good.. i cant put my 100% if i wanna play. hope u guys understand. sorry gals.
becca's tortise died! so sad!!! haha.. my gal gal say becca didnt move le.. ahaha.. so cute right her! neber mind la.. buy one more la.. dun sad dun sad.!! haha.. so funny la gal! haha!! ke lian.. dun bother over it la.. fated.. kanna bully by yun too much.. so it dies! hahahah!! lolx.. there are so many things i wanna tell ya. but juz cant open my mouth. haha.. i'm really not good with words. so dun stress mi first.. hehez... and i wanna have ya for my own. i'm selfish. i can true to this. whahaa.. miss ya.. love ya.. hugs ya! muacks!
my life changes to the bright side since the day i have ya.
if i ain't got you|10:58 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
lazy to blog. got this from piggy's blog. haha..
thurs: today.. nv go school.. too tired.. xP got a ben dan early mornin 9am knock on my door.. was sleepin so din notice.. den called.. ask me open door.. *opens* O.O i got a shock of my life!! a ben dan hold a bouquet of 3 roses stand in front of me.. pass to me den ask me go have breakfast with ta.. i was in my pyjammas and my hair was so messy.. -.- oh well.. play my com den in e end ate LUNCH!! and had MAC!! of all stuff.. -.- ta pon mornin lesson jus to come lo.. hee.. so sweet!! xD i sent ta to je den in e end ta dun wan go school le.. -.- den we went imm walk walk.. hee!! play here play dere.. xP den ta need to go work le.. so tata le lo.. e rose is in my hands haha!! super sweet!!
i'm the ben dan la.. whahaa..
den wenta simei search our pets! hehez.. didnt sell la.. it's so xin fu can! haha.. den finally got our two cuties! i love them! haha.. :) love ya too!! piggy!!! i wanna be with ya! and the letter was sweet.. thanx for doing so much for mi! :) although i didnt tell ya.. hehez..
if i ain't got you|9:35 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
haha!! is 2 months todae!! yippy.. and i'm so happy to see ya before work! lolx! lucky to have ya! :) haha... happy 2 months! muacks! 20 more months to go! whaha!!
i love ya lots!
if i ain't got you|10:50 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
this is only the first dae of her camp! sadded.. 2 more days to go when she finish her camp!! and 17th of august is coming!!! haha.. finally it's gonna be 2 months time. yippy! hehez. simei's pet shop uncle and aunties waiting for us to go there la! :) whaha!! lolx!
nothing could i ask for more! this is kinda the perfect life i wan.. but i still need my licences! haa...
u are the best gift i ever got from god!
if i ain't got you|9:30 PM
sat.. wenta take back my stupid phone. damn it! memories all lost.. den met yunz. came my house and nua la.. haa.. bad thing: suspected! haha.. whu cares!
sun.. workin 9 in da morning. was so tiring. haha.. i bet i never waste my 3 yrs of poly life. den after work met yun go marina to see the last day of fireworks. haha.. and some others la.. haha.. was so hard to hide from them can! aahahaa!! it's damn funni la! i can onli say the fireworks was the most beautiful i ever seen! especailly the last part! was darn grand! woww! wouldnt it be nice if u are getting married under the fantastic fireworks?! whah! manz! but all this needs money! haha!!
my silly gal gonna go for camp! sadded! not gonna see her for 1 week?!! haha.. we planning to buy some pets! coz she loves them.. hhaa... she target for us, 2 yrs! hope can go till so long and i believed we can! :)
schedule:
mon study 9 till 5.
tue:study 10 till 5.
wed:study 8 till 3. working from 4 till 10.
thurs: study 10 till 4. working from 5 to 10.
fri: study 8 till 12. working from 1 to 9.
sat: free!!! haa!! my onli holiday..
sun: working from 9 till 5. or 3 till 11.. one of it.
see!! i'm darn buzy! ahaa.. damn pack.. my timetable is worst den a maid! hahaa.!! but i think is all worth it! coz i love ya! :) haa!!! silly..
if i ain't got you|12:50 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
oh... wenta sch for presentation... haha.. i pass my econs!! oh yea!! whaha.!! lolx! this term results was not bad.. hehe.. quite satisfied! :) haha.. den after sch met yunz! hha.. love to meet her! :) haha!! coz dieing to see her la! haaa!! planning to go yishun.. but reavh north point, is darn boring!! nothing to walk.. wanted to go tanglin mall.. think is tangling la.. dunno where izzit also.. den took bus 852? to bugis.. but stop half way to esplanade... walk walk! was darn romantic can.. haha.. :D was nice walking with ya! :) all i can say now is i will cherish u! and never let go! i miss ya! love ya.. hugs ya! muacks!
if i ain't got you|9:36 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
on sat:
heheh!! wenta suntec with yunz.. :) watch the movie charli and choc factory.. oh.. intersting happen during that movie!! whaha!! damn funni! den walk walk, saw tay ping huey! damn he's a hunk! haha!!
sorry it was bad of mi to let go of ya hand! i wun do that again! i promised!! dui bu qi!
on sun: work in da morning. ends one hour earlier juz to meet yunz!! so that i got 1 more hour juz to meet, see her! :) hehez.. whaha!!
i simply juz love ya! :) muacks! :) whaha.. *bites* whaha:) u know wat i mean rite!!!!
if i ain't got you|11:36 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
hmz... i shall update by my gal's request! ahah.. been 6 wweks now.. :) hehez.. we shall go thru the process happily and with a long outcome!
i'm starting to have emotional and physical attachment to ya... i miss ya! love ya too!!! :)
if i ain't got you|10:00 PM
wherever youwill go.
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh,all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
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Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
you down
It's so hard to know
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A Shoulder To Cry On Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on