but everythingmeans nothing.
Monday, May 30, 2005
oh great! after running around cck and a gym session! whaha!! oh.. i feel more clumsy after that! whaha!! wenta eat at cck that romantic park with noi! coz onli the 2 TWO of us wenta run la.. whah.. the food there was quite nice.. quiet also.. nice place! whaha
first day of school was BORING! haha!! but i still feel that studying is better den working! waha!! i hate monday! coz havin mondae blues and the lesson is from 9 to 5! gosh! kills mi! cant stand it! oh.. i love my new tutor!! whaha!! finally a young and pretty lady become our class tutor! waited for a yr le!! okie... and i feel so tico now.. whaa!! and food court one got renovated! whah!! the stores are still the same aunties and uncles! food is still soooooo nice!! :D better surrounding.. gonna hang out there more often! yea! lessons was horrible! i couldnt understand economics? wat microeconomics and macroeconomics? damn it! and wat normative and postive!! i totally dun understand at all! HELP!!
oh.. i wanna lead a better life! with u..
if i ain't got you|11:21 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
todae was my worst match in my whole entire bball life! damn it! sux totally! i'll still feel sad.. but there's realli nothing much i can do.. i feel so helpless.. and my parents will kill mi if they knew all along i've been playing the stupid ball! so i pass my jersey to hl to wash for mi! thanx lehz! realli xie xie ni!
but i got gain something.. i gain back the feeling of being nervous before match~ the most important is the happiness in bball.. there's realli no way to describe the way u hold the ball and throw them in a hole and it juz amazing went in! with a swift sound! whaha!! i miss bball like shit manz! i miss my times! and i'm so fair.. everyone laugh at mi! i dun like it! and i mean i realli dun like!
tml start school.. omg! i miss my 2 gays and 2 bitches! whaha.. and food court 1 stuff! shi gave mi a pen! hinting mi to study hard huhz! whah! thanx ar..
but thinking back! i still wanna play better and if there's no injuries for mi! the times i dare to do anithing in da court.. now i gotta think twice about every move b4 going in.. IT SUX TOTALLY! *prays no one injure mi!
if i ain't got you|10:26 AM
guys tml jia you okie! good luck to all of us! and hope i dun injure! *PRAYS*
there's no way the words that speaks out from ur mouth can be taken back.. that's inculde mine too.. so ya.. i speak all from the bottom of my heart! so is juz a matter of time to let u speak up to mi now.. there's no way we can turn back time..
the wound wouldnt juz heal by itself..
if i ain't got you|1:53 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
I will always love you, even when you leave me after the bruising goes away I hope that I can forgive you for what you have done.
if i ain't got you|5:46 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
went back to sch.. played with juniors.. ate the mee soto and magee that i love most! miss the times in sch with those bitches! it's been a awhile since i heard the train's noise running across my ears.. i miss those bitching daes! all the teachers have change.. and of coz mi too!! all my teachers say that i'm more mature now!! manz! whaha!! :) see!! i grew up! those sec sch training daes were my most memorable daes in my whole life.. i miss vicent hall upper court. and peeps! miss all!
oh ya!! peeps with touchy hands get ur fucking hand off her! i warn you! tmd!
if i ain't got you|10:44 PM
cute pic rite?! whah!! lolx!!
if i ain't got you|7:56 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
woa!! happy birthdae shi!! wahaha!! lao le la! wenta her house to celebrate her bdae.. the actual ce;ebration is tml.. but i gotta work.. sooo cannot make it! happy brithdae lo! hehez! bought something sweet and nice for her.. and i bet she'll like it.. ahah!! lolx! shi!! see we all so good la! ehaha!! did nothing much! nowadaes feel so lost too.. no training no nothing.. been slacking! manz!! i cant hit my 4 digits!!! damn it! i spent it all!! :(
i gave u all my trust,
i told u i love you
when will u believe?
if i ain't got you|1:41 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Tell me you love me when you leave
You're more than a shadow, that's what I believe
You take me to places I never dreamed I'd see
Minute by minute you are the world to me
if i ain't got you|1:33 AM
DUN LEAVE PLS!! SORRY IS NOT THE WORD TO USE ANIMORE! IT SERVES NO PURPOSE! DUN LEAVE!!!!! *CRIES*
if i ain't got you|1:18 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
Tell me you love me when you leave
You're more than a shadow, that's what I believe
You take me to places I never dreamed I'd see
Minute by minute you are the world to me
if i ain't got you|10:23 AM
oh.. training was funni but worrying.. yun hui was so er xin! oh god! i never see anione so disgusting b4!! whaha!! and she got elephant skin!! wahaha!! lolx.. and i think i hit denise.. ops.. sorri la! dun mean it.. and ya forget to bring my warm up teeeee!!! *punch ya! good ar!! whaha!! sat gonna have a friendly match.. and i think i'm gonna be in deep trouble.. coz is vs home u.. haz.. i will try my best yea! hope will run smoothly! :D
tht will be meet u tml.. but whu knows?! cancel at the beri last min.. sadded.
if i ain't got you|12:38 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
damn cute pic! we were watching the sunset.. but pengyu edit them into ghostly pic! whahah!! so funni!! cute!?
if i ain't got you|1:54 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
kanna wack!!! i got a gl face lehz!
if i ain't got you|3:18 AM
hahah
if i ain't got you|3:17 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
haz! guess wat we saw?! in da broad daelight?
if i ain't got you|9:36 PM
haz... uncle flu have come find mi again! lolx.. i think is coz of ytd's rain.. sick!!
wenta gardern hotel to celebrate mama's dae.. wasnt realli happy.. sick of quarreling all shitty stuffs la.. saw juniors over at taka.. stunt mi.. haha..
dun tell mi u are leaving.. pls.. i hate this..
if i ain't got you|10:18 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
wat the hell!! i burn my fingers todae! is 2 fingers.. den now both of my fingers no hair!! damn it! damn pain la! suxers! argh! one bad thingy bout working in da kitchen..and a damn day! i quarel with my dad! i neber seen him for 6 daes? he call mi and i got a scolding la! think is my mum told him... den my freaking bro! damn him! haha.. i didnt punch him! i onli push him! lucky him! hmph! bad dae! haiz..
ytd.. wenta bbq with mac crews! woa! was a nice trip la.. ahaha.. thanx jun jie and irene. :) stay till 3? den thomas drove mi home.. hha... we went night walking? haha..!! lolx!! kinda late and dark over there.. but i was abit freak out.. it seems like and endless road that i was walking... and there this fuking arse hole! damn him! i was realli angry with him when he was so touchy to u.. and plus i could do nothing to stop him! coz i cant and i dun have the authority to! i feel like cutting of his fuking damn hand!! u better keep a dis from him pls! do mi and urself a favour.. pls.. i dun wanna to see that he's so easily to.. u are a clever gal.. i bet u understands wat i'm talking bout la.. and think twice about the bad news.. coz i dun think there's a need too.. if the bad news realli come true.. think our dis wil grew apart coz when we are working is already so diff to meet up.. wat if we are separated? is a blow for mi to take it.. think pls.. spare a tht for mi.. :)
i feel that i'm so buzy but it seems like the things i do are meaningless to mmi.. this are not the things i wan in my own world.. i also dunno wat i wan now..
if i ain't got you|2:15 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005
hahah... training was tired!!! damn it!! now den i feel my leggies was damn HEAVY!!! hasha.. running with those 2 leggies will kill mi!! wahha!! den final 12 was out! i got number 15 AGAIN..whaha!! forever la.. but doent the number doesnt realli matters to mi.. juz as long as i play happily there.. den oh yea! i miss those peeps so much! with the combination of ytss peeps and aes! woa.. all juniors and mi seniors! whaha.. and we are not YUHUA!! ehhez.. we are.. er.. hah.. confirm le announce.. :) whaah.. i think i lose 2 kg?! mauhaha!! lolx!! yea.. contiune training i confirm will br fit back! and haha.. lolx.. alrite.. becca work hard!! oh.. and my back hurts after the training.. hope can pull thru youth cuppie! last yr! all out yea.. jia you!! my teamates!! i love ya guys!!!! i mean gals too... whah!!!
if i ain't got you|12:45 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
oh... after my final decision... gonna CUT and dye it! muahah!! lolx! but still gonna keep my small little pony tail! whahaah!! i can tied my hair till small little bunch! whaha!! lolx! hmz.. okie.. oh.. yea.. haha!! oh.. i'll miss my long hair daes!! whah!!*geez* should i juz bleach it or dye red? hmz.. see what my hair stylist says..
tml is the 11/ 5!! whah!! finally chill time yea! babes! is time to come out noww!! haah.. and i'm goona start to have my nightmare.. training! oh.. hope everything goes well for mi!
i realli got no idea if i need to hang on..
i'm so looking forward to fridae!! mac outing! whah!! organised by jun jie!! whaha!! thanx ar! but the bad thingy was to sleep in tent!!! damn no sense of security!!wat if there's bangala? lolx.. maybe dun planning to stay there too!
oh.. and i miss barlow playing bball!!! whaha!! i wanna see him dunk!! suave!
if i ain't got you|12:40 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i'm damn pissed with those freaking customers with those fuking attutide problems! wah lao! i also earn for a living one lehz! dun think u can use ur money and press on mi! fuk manz!
after todae's lesson.. i finally realised the more important part of money!
is time for training.. and i'm so scare to hear that! freak out! haha.. coz is like donkey yrs ago since i've played! whaha!! lolx.. and i dun think i can catch up within juz a few weeks.. maybe is time for mi to end my bball with slience.. :) but i think i wun regret once being a bballer! whah!!
if i ain't got you|12:08 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
WHAHA!!! i got signature from Bateer, BJ Carter, Luke Martin and most importantly i got BARLOW'S on my shoe!!!!! muahah!! and i took 2 pics of him!! oh mine god! whaha!! and i got a hug from him too!!!! *faintz* whaha!!! so darn happy!! denise go crazie with mi with those aussie guys la! muahah!!! lolx.. they realli look awsome! manz! and after the match i went to the bus and i got a hug and king's warm up tee from Luke Martin!!!!! whaha!!!! damn it! whah!! he's damn cool and suave!! manz! whaah!!! oh manz!! those guys make mi meltz!! i swear they are damn good!! muahaha!!
if i ain't got you|8:32 PM
barlow's dunking!!! i'm crazie over him now!!!
if i ain't got you|5:54 AM
Junior Kings swingman David Barlow grabbed the opportunity to perform on an international stage to finish with 12 points, including several powerful dunks.
"A lot of the young guys on this team got a good run tonight," said Barlow.
"It means we will be better prepared for our game against Fastlink on Sunday."
if i ain't got you|5:53 AM
he's that goody guy that gave mi his warm up tee with signature!
if i ain't got you|5:39 AM
he's darn cute!
if i ain't got you|5:36 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
barlow!!
if i ain't got you|2:14 AM
alrite! i wenta watch the match in the indoor stadium there! the cozy bay was damn nice!! i miss those daes! arrgg.. den i fell in love with the aussie guy from the sydney kings! he's name is Borlow,David stands at 202cm, number 20 and is born 1983.. muahha!! okie.. although he issnt the most outstanding in the aussie team, but he was one of the top leading scorers! he's so tall yet he's a forward! man.. he's good! and he's onli 22? whah!! okie.. is his skills that amazed mi!! damn it! i wanna be like him! and most important thingy i shook my hand with his! whah.. lolx.. and that bateer is damn huge la.. hah.. i feel so safe and small beside him! muaha.. lucky i got go watch! if not wouldnt have know Barlow! waha.. nice..
if i ain't got you|1:40 AM
ar... my results was average! hmz.. alrite lo.. no feeling to it..
money wise.. aiming to 4 digits!! work harder becca!!! i'm not working hard enough!! arrhh... i need more cash for myself!!!
if i ain't got you|1:38 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
hahha.. yea!! i pass my NSRS!! whahah!! lolx!! oh yea!! :) den tml sch results coming out.. kinda scary.. *prays it goes well for mi.. :) whaha.. think waking up at 8.30 will online den wait for the results ba.. hehe.. i was rejected by the bubble tea job! sadded.. neber mind.. will find another.. yea.. finally my off dae is coming.. gonna take a break.. den wait for another pay dae! haha.. and i'll woork hard!!
if i ain't got you|11:10 PM
i juz know somethings are not rite.. i think we have already know the ans juz sooner or later.. juz dun be sad bout it..
oh... sock gek is sooo good!! :) i lurve mac aunties!! coz they realli dote on mi!! :D whah!! i had my NSRS todae.. wat lao.. she ask mi something out of the books.. damn it.. i dunno the ans la! tml i got the results.. will update later.. and i'm so addicted to work now.. coz when i'm not working.. i feel i'm like so useless.. at least something is gonna keep mi occupied..
hahah!! i think i gonna interview for a second job.. haha.. the location is even nearer den my mac! whaha.. is a BUBBLE TEA shop!! whaha!! lolx.. haha.. i heard from mac auntie they wan workers.. den i think i gonna try out.. whaha!! lolx! okie.. mi myslef also think is so funni! whah... bubble tea boi.. i got no time for exercise manz.. i wanna play bball!!
if i ain't got you|1:46 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
wenta work.. from 8 till 4 plus.. wenta homey str8 away to bath change all that.. meet debbie.. she beri good lehz.. hahha.. wait till acc mi to go.. haha.. thanx ar.. den wenta SBC there.. see all the bballers.. haha.. i miss those daes.. den wenta geylang mum mum.. wah lao!! the soya milk is damn nice la!! with all the YU TIAO together.. aha!! next time i wanna eat the beef hor fan!! wah lao!! whahha!! issssss damn damn nice!~!! whaha.. den mi bun and debbie went home first.. took train back.. when mi and debbie reach cck.. i muz admit that we are damn onz! whaha.. we play pool.. haha.. play till about 1.. wah lao!! debbie put water la!( fang shui).. whaha!! let mi win one la! whaha!! plus hor! she actually laughin, den wanna pass the white ball to mi.. den she use the que to shift the ball.. she shift the others ball.. and!! she HIT mi with the que on my head!! whahah!!! lolx!! damn funni!! whhaa!! tupid debbie!!! haha.. next time got time go out again okie!! chill out is the best time in life!
if i ain't got you|2:47 AM
wherever youwill go.
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh,all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
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Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
you down
It's so hard to know
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A Shoulder To Cry On Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on